Everything is way different now .
too much things happen recently ,
i dontknow wtffff my mother is thinking mans .
accusing me is what you've always done for me ,
can you let me choose things myself .
yah , you found a cigarette box in my bag but
no cigarette what . is just a stupid box to make exlink card holder .
blame me all you want , you dont wanna care me thats your own fking problem .
i rather i dont have any parents alrights .
Dont bother me anymore ,
I'm on my own for now .

SBF ' s has too much things going on too .
making all of us fall apart ,
i dontknow why that 2 pples is damn want to cause the damn thing to
become like that mans .
lying is what that person did ,
hai daoo emily what can you gain .
if you want pple to stand at your side ,
please think properly what have you done .
i just realize ,
even though you veh in good terms with that particular person .
In the end , that person will still betray you & backstab you .
hope everythings is fine soon .
tonights might not be working ,
damn tired . my back ache like siaooo mans .

EMILY ,
dont worry too much .
nothing'll be wrong .

XUETING ,
kuku , learn your lesson .
dont treat pple too good , theres a limit .
although you dont blame that person .
you must think also what that person do that cause you like this .
ahahah , my standard line ,
Got me mah (:

i dont feel happy when i know
that you're not with her anymore .
You must cherish her de ehs .
why must you be so flirt everytime .
what did that girl gave you that make you
so engrossed with her & you just hack care
my AKL just like that . dont you think
that you're too much . she lovees you also ehs ,
i know you wouldn't read this de .
cos you already hated me .
love you turns out disappointments to me .
you won't come back de ,
& you even deleted my number .
i dontknow what to say ,
you called me with your hse phone at 071208 .
you claim that you like dont know me .
what can i do , is okay le .
The minute i heard your voice ,
i dont have too much feeling that i wanna see you .

I've been loving you & giving in to you ,
but when it has come to a stage
that i've feel a burden inside for half a year .
i can only lovee you in silent without anything good for me .
I couldnt carry on anymore ....

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