Clutch my fists and bite my lips.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

YOYOs.
damn long didnt post liaoo .
hais , stilll got bridging in sch , study o lvl thing.
ohmytu , is super difficult laa , i dont even understand .
just feel like sleeping in class mans :o
tml is the class chalet , ! not veh sure whether i'm going anot .
no mood for fun le lorhs .
this morning i just went causeway at about 8am ,
went meet kaiyang take something . wheeeee .
i done wrong again , sighs .

253 DAYS of loving you ,
151 DAYS of waiting for you .
i dontknow what to say ,
i just feel so terrible when i know it .
i really canot imagine you're with another girl .
i only know my heart is damn fking pain .
i can't stop feeling so sad ;
why you dontknow how much i love you ,
why you dontknow how much i have done for you ,
& i can't even compare to a damn outside girl .
i dont want , i dont want you got gf !
please , tell me is not true !
tell me she don't exist .
am i that bad ?
am i really that bad comparing to her !
i do so much for you , just for you leis .
i love you more than she do , why she gets you ,
i can't .
i'm leaving all the pain away ,
i wanna leave this world so that i wont be missing you .
can someone just give me one knife ,
that will be enough .
love you like fcuk , stop all the hurlful word on me !
why you keep using different ways to hurt me ?
do i even count at all ,
you know you're important to me ,
i take you more important than myself .
i hate all this , stop pleaseeeeee !
no matter how hard i try ,
it didnt take any effects at all .
every promise i made before ,
i broke when i saw you .
you tell me what should i do ! you tell me laa !

i want you ! you .. ):
i feel so vulnerable now ,
i know you'll blame me for wanting to do stupid things ,
if i really leaves,
will you be happy if i'm gone ?
you won't have me fan you le ,
you won't heaqr my naggy anymore ,
i'm sorry to let you know i start do that again ,
the moment i think dao you with the girl ,
seriously i can't take it.
i feel life is so meaningless now , no life .
i want a place with peace ,
ileave for good so you will be happy ?
why wouldn't you gave me a chance ,
just one chance will do ):
i'll wait anyways .
please takecare of yourself ,
dont tired yourself , must rest .
dont never talk to me cans ?
i dont want we become strangers le.

last thing , last long with her ):
silent goodbyes ,

i'm sorry .

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