Clutch my fists and bite my lips.

Thursday, January 3, 2008

today is the second day of school,
in sch so sians, odilia nv come, canot dee siao her.
ysd in class got war sia, sighh. just bcos of one problem.
nvm, lynette, wo hui ting ni de ! yeah ! hahah XD see the sec3s"
wear long pants, super funny sia, esp ivan & ben. junliang too.
kaijie look short lorhs. lols. rude er zi. ahah XD
dont feel so xi guan go school sia, i'm so tired this 2 days ,
in class keep sleeping until mrong called me, i wake up.
he ask me want be vice-chairperson, i was like duno eh.
hhaha odilia sabo me ); sadd. den i be lorhs. saleha be
chairperson. lols ! today morning with valerie, i lazy go take key.
waste time, leg pain still must go general office take pay. tired. yawn .zzZz.
this yr n level must chiong lerhs, hais must pass maths , english ! is a must ! (;
stress sia, i want go sec5 !!!!!!! but i fail, ite lorhs. i dont mind.
i just want at least seriously study jiu hao lerhs, cos last yr i'm playing every single day norhs.
ms siti says the "N" level art must start do TOMORROW ! so fast, i haven even noe what
im gonna draw lorhs. head gonna turned big le.. think think think lai si ning !
must draw on the big board norhs. hais. sians sia.

ben lai today gonna go study with odilia & junjie de.
ahha XD er zi not free, so nv go lorhs. wanted to ask him teach us
sec1&2 de maths. i noe very xia suey larhs, but no choice...
we both are so weak in maths norhs. dont buck up jiu wan dan lerhs.
ahahah XD i want sleep. sleep. x . x
lallalah. pris look diff lorhs. her hair.
i feel like going back next concept work neh, cos i like xi guan working lerhs.
nv work, go sch feel so qi guai lorhs. :P
ahhaha. today change our seats lerhs, yeah, my infont is cherrie tan mei mei.
lols ! tired of all this things happen in sch, first day of sch, in class jiu quarrel.
wth, spoil all our mood sia. lame i know.
i decided le, from today onwards ,think about study study study only ! (;
remember ah, lai si ning ! ermm. now at valerie hse.
finding my art research, find until i pek chek lehs. so damn fking difficult lorhs.
tuition gonna start soon lerhs, maths tuition, yeah !
got entertainer there i won't bored lerhs. :D

your entertaining..
back again. tired.
i'm happy happy !

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Cry @ 4:44 PM

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

monday went town sell the christmas stuff, so many pple

there, so dui lian. hahaha XD i sell so less nia, then got police

come catch, hais. yuzhuang&yanting bei police caught, yuzhuang

things kana confiscated. then we nv get caught. in the end, we saw

the east side pple. they say we all go back novena meet johnathan.

sigh, so less money nia. last day of work, so boring );

valerie also come work, she sell $22, i sell $26, yuzhuang $44 sia.

so much, then kana caught. eunice* also got come, yeah !

i owe her $5. just for topping up. ahhaha. me &yanting quit liao, left

yueyin, junjie & lijuan nia. ahhaha XD i want work ! rarhhx !

last day of work didnt earn so much money , sadd sia.

ahah xd odilia grandma pass away, she still like so happy like that.

lols. yueyin that day at town bei one guy knock lehs, then the guy nv help. alot pple help her

pick up. ahha. junjie so.. ahhah. i miss my job ! all my aunt fault. ); everyday stay at home,

so sians. hehheh. lahlahlah, thurs go buy uniform. sigh. go lan. sunday got gathering, the east side pple. lols. the ahlian, lols. then got one small kid called minghong. he very cute lehs.

but very asshole. ahha xd blow the smoke on me&junjie. think we nv smell before like that mey.

hahahah xd. cdac starting soon lerhs, ahhaah no maths lesson, happy happy*. only english

class. now at cherrie hse, using her com. hahah XD at home confirm so sians de lorhs.

that day we went queenway with junjie and valerie.

we wait for her until like hell lorhs. so long de lorhs.

ahahh den we saw her, she pierce her nose there lehs.\

wth* ahhah XD my hair damn short sia. wth.

i want go work ! my luckystar stop here. ahhahh. );

ysd went watch alvin & the chipmunk. so funny lo.

ahhaah. i dont want stay at home. hais.

lalalalla.

misses your entertainin.

leave me alone,

fcuk out of my life。 will you?

thats your home, your place, NOT MINE !

i dont belong to this home anymore,

you think i 5 yrs old only ah !

can you stop scolding me every single day !

我已经受不了。

i hate this home, 那个家只能让我睡觉的地方，

我不属于那个家！

the last day of work has ended. i i miss this job. );

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Cry @ 3:18 PM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

hmmm. i just noe my result. i'm promoted to sec4 !
hahahhahas. i hope cherrie they all after the programme can be promoted too. ^^.
hehehehes. next yr 4/4 ! happy* the same old pple in 4/4. frm sec1
until now. lols. mr ong help us promoted. can't believe that.
hmmm. this fri got see parent. i die liaos. confirm say alot bad things ddee.
next wed got choir. wth* so fast sia. lols.
i feel so helpless ysd., lose all my energy in defending myself.
i've turned mute. no matter what i say, everything seems to be my fault.
i hate the spreader ! ass. ));
maybe you dont think is hurtful, but i do think so.. now i now,
jokes also can be wrong. frm now on, i won't joke anymore.
i admit i did shows attitude sometimes, but you'll dont understand what im thinking de.
sigh. fan zheng wo shuo she me dou shi cuo de, i rather dont say. ));
im losing trust. =X
today 3/4 got party ! ahhahahs. cakes ! pizza ! nan de mr ong so good sia.
lols. ahahhahahas. hais. (: fun *
tonite CHERRIE going work. not calling her. wahs. sians liao lo.
tml is my turn to work. hahhahha.

lies that you got, its time to release all the white lies.
sometimes, its seems to be a protected lie.
being protected by this lies. maybe you dont understand,
i dont want you to know about it, i just want it to maintain this way.
so that you are still my joker .maybe i'm too silly. but i just want to stay by your side.
thats enough. i'm satisfied. just need you understanding.
when can i see you. i duno when. but i hope i will....

安全感。ADDICTED, JOKER. ));

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Cry @ 3:33 PM