Clutch my fists and bite my lips.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

YOYOYOs .
friday went westmall ;
wallace & gerlyn come find me at westmall .
i cry like fcuk la that day . sadded lorhs ):
wallace & his gf break le , that girl think too much lo.
think i want like wallace mey . diaooo .
hes just my friend / tuition friend / entertainer mah.
what the fcuk the girl thinking lahs?
yesterday went watch THE DARK KNIGHT.
with jiahui ; hillary ; xiaoxuan ; daryll ; junliang & alan .
eveything went smoothly but we suddenly change to red cliff .
chinese show lai de , looks nicee .
but junliang dont want sudden angry jiu watch dark knight lor (:
pei he him if not give the moody face.
seriously i dont understand the show at all la.
jiahui sabo me lorhs , hai wo sit with him inside cinema lo.
so malu , she say i shld be happy , but i dont.
cos alsoo not last time watch movie like that , sians .
i want the past ; rarhs .
very sad leis , he go find the girl at east side .
i swear if i know the girl is who ;
i confirm go down east side slap her like fcuk lorhs ); nabe .
super super angy & disapointed ;
thinking alot, what they doing there ?
flirting or talking !! why im i thinking !
been thinking the whole night ; why he like that?
fcuk lahs, eyes swollen leis.
crying whole night ; hais .
stress up with my art , prelim havent draw yet .
then so much problem comes, i want cry ! i can't take it anymore .

): just have to say goodbyes.
without you seems so lost .
i really love you alot eh , i hate that girl .
i really hate her alot , fcuker !
super stress up !
我还是无法将他放下，
想念变成怀念；
心动变成心碎。
在你身边那也算永远，看着你走进她的世界。
温柔都给她，我呢？
明明说好不会离开，却离开我。
宁愿相信他只是突然改变决定，
我爱他，却一直不明白，
疼爱对他而言不是幸福；
距离有了，但是他的心却不在）：

他是；生在福中不知福。

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Cry @ 10:37 AM

Monday, July 7, 2008

YOYOYO !
so long didnt post liaooo .
thinking of closing my blog ehs.
or put private lle.
if not those veh kpo pples will see & start giving
comments behind my back lo (:
want give any comments jiu dont read my posts thankiews !!
so sadded lorhs , my oral confirm fail de norhs.
i keep saying wrong word ehs. hais !
scared-ed fail de 0: thurs & friday got mission week lo .
so sians at there , then friday cherrie didnt come sch , si bei bored lo.
sigh , now me & hillary at ben kew hse . seeing what japan show lo.
that hilary chin narhs .we bullying ben half way now lo . sians daoooo.
saturday went with cpartner & superstar go suntec walk walk,
before that went marina squre , went TOPMAN '
saw one shirt , think want buy for him bahs . ahhaha.
$40 plus ehs .cherrie take one white shirt with green & blue lines ,
odilia took another black shirt .i took white chirt.
dont know want buy which one ehs. ahahahha (:
his bday coming (: ahahha , cherrie say can't buy shoe for him . hais !
didnt saw him that day (: disappointments leis .
my art still left so many dress ! faint . how finish . ):

say you wanna love ;
say you wanna love for the one last time.
i won't regret of loving you .
43 days le , all i asked for is a chance to prove
how much i love you .
didnt talk to you like 1mth lerhs ):
what are you thinking ?
grant my wishful thinking ;
i misses you alrights .
i can't retract my love that is given to you .
my life is nothing now , too stress le.
love you too much seriously ;
can't give up !

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Cry @ 1:14 PM

Monday, June 23, 2008

YOYOYOOO !.
just bei send home . what the fuck !
sigh, me, cherrie , tiffanie , val & lynette & terence send home.
our hair got colour bei catch daooo ...
sians, cherrie still very excited of going home man.
she today abit sot lahs, can't blame her lo.
we now slacking at panjang ! sians de lorhs (:
odilia & farah must be bored-ed at sch de lo.
later gonna dye back black le ! hahahahahah .
i saw him bei send home toooo .
he also dye hair then kana send home ):
he msg me just now , HAPPY HAPPY (:
then i used cherrieee phone msg him .
she keep say me lo, sorry lahs meimei (:
aahhahh , his hair so funny lo.
cut until not nicee de ehs ! LOL ! HES GOING OUT LATER !
boreddddd . anyways , to ALL ;
dont give any comment if you read my post (:
i dont want you all to know means NOOO !
then stop saying & asking narhs (: wtf .
finally daryll change his friendster name to SUNNY !
but he put SUNNY AWHILE ' .
hais , but daryll keep his promise (:
whoohoo ~ must put one month !

i need you once again please (:
everything start again can ?
我怀念那种甜蜜的感觉 (:
i want it back ;

because i loveeee you ;

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Cry @ 12:01 PM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

YOYOYO ,
yeasterday SATURDAY 21TH JUNE !
went OUTING with zhiyun , linda, xiaoxuan .
& ben kew, jasper , daryll , jevin & alan !
that jasper say know how to go , in the end alsooo blur blur lo .
气死我了 ! aggrhhhh ! hais ~
at the mrt , got 3 groups ehs . all like dont want talk like that de.
we walk like so far , finally found the rental shop lo.
so damn fun lorhs , cos i play rollerblade with linda (:
then she fall down 4 times ! ahahhaah . then i keep fu her up lo. (:
zhiyun they all went mac eat .
linda can't take it liaooo jiu nv play (:
ahhaahah , that daryll fall down !
not RAIN anymore ! friendster change to SUNNY !
he better change ahs , (: then they went play bowling .
i at there sit lloo , so nothing to do de (:
that rollerblade so pain , ): my leg ache like fcuk .
but lucky i didnt fall ! hahahah . tired !
we go play water , ahhaha keep taking pics in the bus.
ahhaa, so fun (: TML IS FIRST DAY go sch !
sians de norhs, tired of doing art lerhs ):
tml must avoid 2 pple ):
how ahs? sians de .

28 days nothing .
just have to continueee . tired .
All i asked for is a chance from you .
just hoping , but i dont know how to 挽留你.
tml gonna see you , dont know how face you le ):
i miss that sweet feeling , i want it back !
you does need alot of timee to think ):
i dont want to let go .
why keep forcing me ?
can you stop me ? of doing the wrong thing
again & again . i can't stop ,
because i'm waiting for you to stop me from doing bad things .
just one word from you , i won't do it again ):
no more feeling , thats what you say .
you tell me how ! get this feeling back .
i've lost you .
以前，在我需要你的时候，
你不在 ):
我好累了，不要说对不起，我要的是你的甜言蜜语。
i'm still waiting (: sighhhhh !
你对我多好，多温柔，多认真，我要多一次。

我们能重头来过吗？
因为我爱你。

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Cry @ 11:16 AM

Friday, June 13, 2008

i'm missing you now ):

i dont know what am i thinking .

wo hao jiu never hear your voice,

its seems so far & long that i can't sees you.

its seems to be forever .

dont go pleaseee. everlasting pain remains .

where are you !

told myself not to think abt you le,

but i dont know why i still lve you .

it can't be change anymore,

my feeling is stick to you ):

i'm tired of staring at my phone for hrs.

i really love you alot alot,

i dont know why you hurt me liao

i still think like that ehs . sadded .

if i know you will left like that,

i'll hold on to you & wont let go your hand.

i miss your sweet talk ,

but it kills .

jiu suan zai ye bu neng yong you ni ,

i'll still remember the good times (:

becos i love you too much.

050408 is still LOVEEE !!

i've promise you not to touch cigarette &

being loved for 1mth 21 days .

didnt touch for 2mths , for the sake of you .

but since you break the promise you gave me,

from today onwards .

the promise is no longer valid .

because i love you (:

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Cry @ 12:37 PM