Clutch my fists and bite my lips.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

YOYOs .
recently too much things happening mans .
kinda stress up now le .
sales yesterday was finally getting up .
later working need aim 7 mans ,
wearing a christmas hat ard selling is tough .
ahah , the kids keep staring at me .
ass , got one guy still call me santa claus .
lol , but is fun (: ysd with xueting .
we clear in like 1hr time .
then went to help kaihong & wilson & jonathan .
tml might be going odilia ' s workplace to work .
ahhaah , ysd night merge with red team .
the girls keep staring at us mans ,
lol bo liaoo . then i diao them back .
ahah , west team bu shi hao qi fu de horss !!!!!!!!!!
& i done a stupid mistakes again ,
i wish i didnt do it .
tingfong keep nagging at me , sigh .
i got a new AKL le , ahah . JOCELYN (:

to my AKL ;
did you confront him or whatever ,
he really damn guo fen ehs .
why he like this de nehs ,
i know you told me before ,
you're always influence by other pple 's words de .
but you canot be too stubborn sometimes ,
you have to fight for it de mah ,
canot like that say it's over leis .
that girl is just his wishful thinking nia ,
you dont think too much okay .
dont because of that girl cause you so unhappy .
anything just say out okay ,
i read your recent post ,
dont cry okay (:
dont drink anymore ,
that will cause you pain .
you still got your clicks with you & of course me (:
if you just take the first step ,
you both jiu wont have war le .
dont think abt what he say or do ,
forget it bah (:
dont sad anymoreee kays ,
my akl canot feel unhappy de .
like you said , be brave .
you are my clown ehs ,
everything must smile de , your job is making me laugh ehs
why now your turn to be unhappy ,
he wont care her more than you de .
he still loves you alrights , dont keep thinking le .
you msg him hors, he'll reply you de .
smile okay ! everything will be fine .
没有事的 !
trust me , you must believe him ehs .
takecare of yourself uhs ,
AKL ;

everything is different right now .
every single thing .
When it ' s hurts too much ,
i can't feel the pain anymore .
i didnt know that you'll change ,
too much disappointment in you .
please dont hurt my AKL anymore ,
she really needs you now ;
contact her alrights .

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Friday, September 12, 2008

yoyos .
i'm stuck here with my pathetic art paper 2 mans .
rarhs , i'm doing on DOLLS .
wheeeeeeeeee , scared not nice .
ohmytians , A1 i need it mans. haiys ~
just get back prelim de progess report ;
passed art & chinese nia. chinese 70marks .
so lousy , i want get 89 de .. nlvl chinese
scaredd fail ! ohmytians ): saddeeeed liaooo lorhs.
what am i thinking leis , you you you ;
i won't message you anymore ,
i won't call you anymore ,
i won't ask you out anymore ,
i won't disturb you with yoour precious computer games ;
cos you're super duper busy .
your games seems veh important rights .
dont always play game hao ma ?
concentrate on your studies leis , exams coming leis .
must study , haiys .
games has taken over your life isit .
ohmytians , i dontknow why .
i hate pple playing com game when talking on phone .
i wonder who create that game sia .
make me lose everything ):
& i dontknow why when i care about you ,
you dont like at all .
you feel irritated isit seriously ?
you dont wanna talk & say you're busy .
but actually you're not ?
i dontknow whats on you mind llo.
i never say i dont believe you or what lo ,
why you so serious like want scold me like that .
care about you got wrong ma ?
say takecare got wrong ma ?
do all those things for you got wrong ma ?
i want you be happy jiu haoo ,
you happy, wo jiu happy .
since you're always busy with your damn
precious game , i dont wanna find you le .
i'm sorry i keep like want find you .
i just miss you then want meet up nia .
i know i last time is let you feel like xin ku .
like didnt give you space , i know de .
now i try to not like that le ,
haiys ! i'm going nuts soon mans .
but ,
i'm smiling here cos ' of you .
my biggest wish is nlvl pass & you .

i'm so in loveeeessss in you .
i'm waiting like a fool ;
but i believes .
that's when i love you , endlessly .
050408 ; lai's .

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Friday, September 5, 2008

YOYOs .
late posting leis , busy with my stupid N' lvl .
thankiews hillary , jiahui , zhiyun , linda , xiaoxuan
daryl , alan & jevin for celebrating my bday & jiahui
de bday too (: & sabo-ing me with the cake ,
hai wo so creamy leis . ohmytians lorh ;x
hahahahha . you all rocks mans !
hais , to my disappointments ,
you didnt turn up .
i'm like super disappointed la ,
but didnt show my sad face only .
i know what you're thinking ,
ni shi pian bu liao wo de .
you not can't go , is you choose dont want to go .
am i expecting too much that
you will give me present ?
expecting too much will turns out nothing ma ?
i dontknow whether you will give anot .
your words sometimes ..
just make me feel so scared lo .
if ni zuo bu dao , jiu dont make that word .
wo hen shi wang laaaaaa now !
ohmytians , hate this mans ):
i'm waiting like a fool .
just because of you .

having my english exam yesterday .
& finish my chinese & ss exam .
so sad la , i think i didnt do well leis .
how sia ? ss i didnt study , god .
i tried to study , but not a single thing
go into my head lorhs . during ss ,
i dontknow how to do !! agggrhhh .
my mind is you ! you ! you !
everything i thinking at exams is you .
i dontwant to fail my chinese . ):
why am i thinking like this .
i dont wanna fail ): but can i dont continue .
stress lah , haiys !

staring at my phone ;
wondering your msg will come ma .
all i see was another msg ,
bu is not you .
waiting for 103days mans .
do i still have to wait ?
how long . its just seems so far away .
等你说那一句话。
我想对你说，却害怕会说错，
好喜欢你，知不知道？

要放开却舍不得 ):

i'm in loveees with you .
as long as you know how much i love you ,
thats enough .

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