I'm currently in art class using laptop .
haha , I just realized we can borrowed laptop
from the library to use for our studies .
I wanted to find my art resources ,
just finish sketching my drawing .
aziela said I colour until like ' MAD WOMEN ' !
Bo bian mah , aiming A1 you know . chiong !
ohmygod , art due date is veh close le .
i'm like still stuck in my fish sketching , mdm siti keep
scold wo nehs ! yesterday talk to kaihong on phone ,
is like been veh long since i talk to him .
Days gone by , i'm tired .
fking stress and I tell anyone also didnt
put any effects on me . I can't cope ,
should i put it as i regret choosing sec5 .
I just dont have the damn ability to continue ,
Lik ms lim said , I DONT DESERVE IN SEC5 !
although she said this that hurt me alot ,
I already feel the same way .
CCA stepping down on 17th april , finally !
Speechday is the last performance , happy !
No more cca for me , i'm tired of going choir .
whats the point if i go , the juniors in soprano
didnt open their mouth & sing ! still need us to like support
their voice using our energy .
i'm just sick of it , if i didnt attend choir , fking wasting time .
i think i would have finish my art by now & had
a better understanding of my studies already .
The only peace that i had to study was to
study with odilia , junjie & emily at batok mac
every saturday & sunday .
sunday is my only day i could rest ,
but i got no time man, study just taken my entire schedule .
Each time I keep thinking the things undone ,
and the due date for art , studies .
i really going burst diao le , feel like crying .
Been having gastric this days , cos i dint eat .
saving money for his present next week , haha .
But is okay , dang zuo losing weight bah (:
I dint go see feilunhai at imm last sunday , arrggh .
sooo regret man , i want see da dong nehs !
Got to go , ENGLISH CLASS RIGHT NOW !
just finish english , sooo bored .
now recess , didnt go cos saving money ! aggrh .
Just now while doing our english thingy ,
cos i keep eating peanut under table ,
odilia teh me ! she say to me :
"You think you keep eating veh fat ar , later
mummyboy dont want you then you know ! "
I was like , you care for what , asshole si odilia .
just now we suppose group into 4 pple in a group
then thinking of compo story using some chim words .
tiffanie thinks of the story cos her english not bad ,
i keep talking rubbish there , want hear my story ?
the title is CIVIL DEFENCE .
" taking care of friends , family in terms of crisis "

Once upon a time , a rabbit eating a carrot .
saw another rabbit , as rabbit 2 had no carrot ,
rabbit 1 give rabbit 2 a carrot because
rabbit 1 got the responsibilty to takecare of each other
in terms of crisis .

HAHA ! my story nice right ?

Be strong , is worth waiting .
Looking strong on the outside ,
but weak in my heart .
Hanging on right now , because
i believes on miracles .
I want to see you happy .
Why you dont give me a chance & give yourself a chance .
although i sound only i'm willingly ,
but i meant what i said .
I just realized i love you .
seriously .

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