Clutch my fists and bite my lips.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Today went with junjie , xueting & emily to causeway,
meet kenneth there . & they were gone !
today tulan 10times !
ahahah , pass by cherrie & sherry working place .
bought them donuts . ahha (:
junjie is angry ,
i dontknow why he like this ,
JUNJIE , dont angry cans .
we were looking for you all over the place in causeway .
sorry sorry ;x
things was getting better already .
i'm so glad that emily won't have any troubles .

yesterday hangout with emily , xueting , junjie ,stacey & kaihong .

ahhaah , me & stacey went lot1 ntuc bought the ingredients

for spagetthi for junjie , emily , xueting & kaihong to taste
our cookfood . si kaihong didnt finish it ,
assholeeee we do until like super long lo .
i put extra potion out for tingfong & bring down to
block 418 for him & cos need settle things too ;x
sighs ! evrythings was okay .
that i was force to admit i pengwei .
& the fact is i didnt .
kaihong didnt even rememeber what the hell is that thing .
cos if i didnt admit , then the thing will carry on & on & on .
& junjie needs to rush back too ;x
sigh , need to carry the nick of pengwei .
but who give it a damn mans .
i'm no longer in next concept ,
wheeeeeeeeeeee . free from the evils .
johnathan is taking charge,
& kaihong & tingfong still inside nc
thats why i still inside de lorhs ..
but now , i dont give a fcuk to working anymore .
NEXT CONCEPT 07 IS MUCH MORE
BETTER THAN NOW !
i'm missing the old next concept mans .
missing my NEXT CONCEPT WEST TEAM 07:
Cherrie ( slack whenever i partner her );
sherry (chiong de partner );
junjie ( i'm his jinx , he's my luckystar );
prisilia ( always chiong & clear together ) ;
Yueyin ( perfect partner after all quitted );
eunice ( LUCKYSTAR * clear stocks 10 & above );
amanda ( chiong clear together );
yuzhuang ( super entertaining partner );
vernice ( amanda 's cousin , great partner too );
Lijuan ( funny mature girl , sales always number 1 );
yanting ( clear stocks everytime & being soooo funny );
liting ( partner , good in sales ).
AND johnathan ( he 's the super super good manger of all )(:

missing my NEXT CONCEPT EAST TEAM 07:
Cassalyn ; kewen ; kim ; shane ;
irene ; minghong ; sirui ; jasmine .
the rest not very sure their name .
although not veh close with them ,
at least they're better than now .
we work as one united as one (:

i want all of them to be back !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday you msg me in the middle of the night ,
i thought it was something good .
& i was sort of happy .
didnt know that you msg me not to contact my akl anymore .
& before that i'm already veh tulan with another matter .
so you tell me wth did you want .
i dontknow what ' s the fcuking problem with you la .
you tell me what she say la ,
come here anymore shoot me .
if you want to shoot ,
come straight to me narhs .
or next year sch reopen , you shoot me lo.
but i bet you won't .
this is my problem alrights ,
you hate me , your problem .
so you better hack care whether i msg my akl anot hor .
i msg my akl & ask her ,
AKL , i'm sorry for the tone that i msg you cos i'm aldy veh angry le .
she said dont care him ,
but why you didnt told me that you've patch with him .
good , dont quarrel with him anymore .
is alright , forget it .
i can't believe i shoot him back ,
this is the first time .
usually i'll softhearten & won't even bother .
but now , i'm fcuking angry & tulan .
This burden is getting heavier & heavier ,
although i dont know whether i still have the strength
to carry on , i'll carry on .
no matter how bad you treat me ,
or talk to me .
2more days , my result will be release .
i dont know why i keep on counting on .
perhap i'm really scared of my result .
i wonder will there be a chance to see you again .
the time is getting faster ,
after tonight it'll be one more day .

After quarrel with you last night ,
i can't get to sleep .
Tears rolling down my cheeks ,
everythings making me damn tulan .
i'm disappointed .

Loving you for 11months .
it 's not gonna stop .

Labels: fucking tulan . fcuk off .

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