Clutch my fists and bite my lips.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

yoyos .
mia super long , been thinking .
is like finally i got to post sia .
super busy de lorhs , hais !
busy with next concept . lols
i dont know what to say , fan zheng
whatever i do is always my fault what ,
i aldy say sorry to tiff , odilia & cherrie .
that day was a horrible day mans ,
that guy is just my friend ,
i went to slack nia lorh .
hais , just let it be my fault bah .
tiff , last long (: no worries , in the first place ,
i never got think dao want join in or make you both fen kai lorh.
i forget & wont think abt it le .
hope you forgive me , tiffy .
o glad i got junjie , emily & xueting
with me that night . & i say out everything to
them which makes my heart super not heavy le .
sighs , got sick today .
having high fever now , lols.
but tonight going work , wheee
take my pay . zzzz .
zhiyun sell alot sia, even better than me le .
now i super sales lan le , think i didnt work for 5days this week .
later meeting junjie , emily & xueting go
imm ! see FEI LUN HAI .
ahahahah , sians sians !

maybe my thinking is just wishful thinking ,
you came too unexpected .
i dint know everything will turns out like that ,
guess i've stop thinking le .
maybe i just wait LJL jiu can le ?
hais , all this sucks mans !
hate all this , thank god i got next concept with me .
xiexie wallace entertainer ! he told me abt the girl .
which is LJL ' girlfriend.
lucky his ex know that girl sia .
i canot do anything ,
what can i do , why everytime everything
comes at one time de , i hate it lo ,
then affect my sales too much .
& now affect me to have high fever .
i stay tiong xim to LJL can le ,
it's been half a year that i'm waiting for patch .
please dont forget , please .
i love you for what you are ,
not who you are .
i dont care what other pple say lorh ,
esp that cb damn fcuked up person .
junliang , i know you loveeees your girl la .
but why that day on bus ,
you dont even dare to face me .
i read her blog , she knows abt me right ..
i realise pretending that i'm not in pain
is soooo hard , maybe she is really better than me .
i'm just a good for nothing , total failure man .
i loveeee you more than she do ,
from the start of feb . everything was fine .
until may , you've changed .
you hate me now , i know .
i was thinking how to get your feeling back for mths .
but now , is too late .
completely too late le , what am i thinking !?!?!!?
what can i do .. so complicated .
now i guess only junjie , emily know how i feel .
i dont know how to trust anyone le .
now alsoo can't see daoo ni le , feel so weird .
that day when you told me you got gf ,
you told me not to use smoking to hurt myself ,
but i didnt listen .
i guess is time to wei le ni dont do it bah .
that girl must be sooo happy bah ,
every ending is different .

我要为你戒烟 x3
you x3

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